LaLa! The musical (cupcakedoom) wrote in pro_girl,
LaLa! The musical

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Can you feel it Intensify?

Hello. I am new to this community. I found it thru Rebel Art Grrrlz on Myspace. I thought it was an awesome idea for a community and I am happy that I found it when I did because I am going thru a personal struggle with myself right now.

Lately, i've felt really gross. I've been dieting and exercising but I feel that I am getting nowhere and I feel ugly and unwanted. One of my friends is making me feel gross and fat as well. She is losing a lot of weight and she keeps referring to me as a fat girl. It could be all in my head but either way I want to feel beautiful.

I recently got layed off from my last job and not having a new job right now is making me ultra depressed. I feel so unwanted and I really hate myself right now.

I just want to be happy again. I want to feel loved. I want support. I am so stressed and I feel like I have no one.
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